Lord! Let me see you coming.

Tinker

I can hardly believe what I am writing. Out of nothing has become something, just like all of the other life that is living around me.

I was a very hardheaded person who would not go out of my way to try and spell because it was just to damn boring to me.

Now that is the very thing that I am feeling the greatest satisfaction over, in trying to write the words I feel. And now I feel like that I have become good enough to do it. And I am thrilled.

The thrill is deeper than what you might think because I realize that I am showing myself off because of the love I received from other people. People like my Mother and Father, Family, and Friends, and kind strangers who were working and helping other people.

That I see the spirit of them in every word that I write sometimes, the passion of them materializing right before my eyes. Their spirit is within me, encouraging me to advance further. Telling me that they knew that I could make it all the while.

Those beautiful wonderful people who lost their life to death, and left behind a guy like me. That they won the battle that they wanted for me all along, so I could feel better over myself, as they did of me.

They never really needed me at all, they simply loved me instead for my-sake, thereby feeling good themselves.

I would not go to school for any reason what so every. I did not like what went on in the schools that I was going to. So I managed to wiggle myself away from school at the age of 12 years old. 

So you can better understand the victory that I am feeling because I now can use words to say what I feel. I feel like that I was an empty space of nothing void of light, or life, and now I am both light, and life, coming out of nothing at all.

Lord! Let me see you coming.
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Exodus 33 

New International Version (NIV)

33 Then the Lord said to Moses, “Leave this place, you and the people you brought up out of Egypt, and go up to the land I promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, saying, ‘I will give it to your descendants.’ ² I will send an angel before you and drive out the Canaanites, Amorites, Hittites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites. ³ Go up to the land flowing with milk and honey. But I will not go with you, because you are a stiff-necked people and I might destroy you on the way.”

⁴ When the people heard these distressing words, they began to mourn and no one put on any ornaments. ⁵ For the Lord had said to Moses, “Tell the Israelites, ‘You are a stiff-necked people. If I were to go with you even for a moment, I might destroy you. Now take off your ornaments and I will decide what to do with you.’” ⁶ So the Israelites stripped off their ornaments at Mount Horeb.

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