It would take a Miracle for me to believe I am forgiven.

 Thomas Williams · Shared with Public. 1/16/2026

I'm convinced that our crazy behaviour and feelings send us to hell. Remembering back how my crazy thoughts and behavior hurt the people who love me. I could just die. I don't see how I can make up for that now when I know better. My heart is heavy, wondering if God himself rescues them from my bad behaviour. I think my deep, painful, strong emotional guilt will not be helped by a professional therapist, but only a chance of relief by my own faith, believing that if I repent, God will forgive me immediately, saving my soul. Living out my life free laying down my burden because of God's grace. When I feel myself believe this miracle will become my reality. I am so disappointed in my past behavior, hurting the people who loved me; it would take a miracle to save my soul.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwAafG2BEnw

Since I've Laid My Burden Down

Cross over in peace, Tommy.

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