Looking for a place to go when I wasn't home.

Tinker

When I was walking to go to elementary school one morning I looked up into the trees that I might clime fairly easily. Because I was looking for a place to go so I could get out of going to school that day.

Right from the start in my life at a very tender age of reasoning things out for myself. I felt like this society that we live in had a lot of things wrong with it and that the Institutions in our culture like schools were one of them.

School wasn't what I thought it should be.

But a kinder of crazy place instead. In face there were just too many crazy people scattered all around my neighborhood back then, and I truly recognized it. It wasn't a childhood mistake in judgment at all, but a real fact of my life, and that I was living around real crazy people. And I didn't like it at all.

Wow! I would wonder to myself how people got that way. Because that was just about the worst thing that could happen to a guy losing your mind. Going through life like being buried alive entombed in your own body. Unable to reason out things for yourselves and losing control of your emotions. Enslaving yourself into a life where you don't have a free will at all and become conditioned to do what someone else tell you to do.

That seem like a very horrible life to me so I started looking for a safe place to go when I wasn't home. I became scared of bad people who were nothing at all like my Mother and Father.

So the trees in my young mind looked like that they might be a good refuge for me to keep out of sight in, as all the dangerous people walked below, and that they would not realizing that I was up in the tree. Waiting until school let out and then walking on home just like I went to school.

I only stayed up in the tree that I was trying out for a little while because I understood that I was wrong and what I thought was a good place away from home to get away from it all, were in fact not a befitting place at all for a young child to hide in all day.

So I went to school without saying anything about how I really felt about crazy people to anyone. So when I got home I also understood that my Mother wanted me to go to school just like all the other children, and if I told her that I thought that the school she sent me to were kinder crazy, that I would only create more trouble for her to worry over. And I did not want to make my Mother unconformable because I adored my Mother and felt very close to her and I knew how she felt over just about everything that I did. And I hardly ever asked her too many questions about anything socially because I already understood how she felt about me.

Now after all the years that most of my life has passed on by I simply realize that I have always looked for a safe place to go when I wasn't home. And as the people in my life like my Mother and Father have crossed on over to the other side, my home itself was a hard place to find sometimes. And so then I kept looking for other people who might help make me feel safe and sound. That it was the people in my life that help me feel like I was home safe, and not the place at all. The people were my country who became my new family, neighbor, and my friends.

Nothing much has really changed since I was walking to school that fine morning as a very young child when and where I realized that even the grand Institution in our society were filed with too many crazy people here and there. That we are all still struggling with bad people who are trying to hurt instead of help. And the crazy people among us who want to hurt us really feel that way. And we can't seem to do anything about how they feel. That the best that we can do is to find a place that we can go where we are safe and sound when we are not at home.

So when I vote in the coming elections for somebody like me who realize also even after all those years and tears in our life that so many of our generations of countryman have struggle with. That not much has changed at all in our daily lives today where we live. That we need to help each other and to do the best that we can in making our neighborhood a safe and better place for our American family and friends to live. And to somehow keep the crazy people out of our way so that they cannot go on hurting other innocent people. That I am really very tired of bad people using other people badly, and also feel like that you feel that way to.

So let’s make sure that the bad guys are not fixing this next elections with illegal votes and for us to elect the people who will enforce the laws that were written in our United States Constitution, or else.
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