Getting from here to there, that is the hard part.

Tinker

Talking about death in real life or trying to get closer to death in literature can become someone who get no closer to the truth than anyone else about being dead. Because how in the world are we going to know how being dead really is, unless we die.

When I die I will be dead forever so what ever happened before or after to me will simply go silent into the darkness of that world we called death. Living without hearing, seeing, touching or feeling, to never know anything again, and to then go drifting into nothing at all.

I guess that sleep is the closest thing that we do that might be like feeling dead, except if you are dead you can't feel ever again. So that is the real difference from just being asleep instead of being dead, and feeling nothing at all. We can’t feel dead because death has no feelings.

Then if you ask me death can be Ok because you can truly become free from life and will not suffer after that. So there is worse things than death about life and the way we suffer is one of these moments in our life that is really the hell that we feel. Living is what is so hard to do then, and death is simply nothing at all.

And getting from here to there is the tricky part of our life because dying could be better than living, if you are not living health and free. We are moved forward by Mother Nature right from the very moment that we can first remember into the life that pushes us along whether we like it or not. Because we cannot stop time even if we want too. We can’t control the natural life that we live but we can control how we feel about it. And in that reasoning power we can study the facts of our life that has built all that we now know for us up until now.

I was told that the more intelligent we are the more we suffer. Because the knowledge in the people who don't know what they don't know doesn't seem to torment them as much as a person who does know more.

If I was to see death then just the way that it reality is what might happen to me? What would I do with knowing death in this life that I live because I love this life, and all the beautiful thing that are in it? But I can honestly say to you that I don't know death and so how am I to know if I like or love death too.

I know that death is nothing at all like life and that real death has none of me in it. I am alive with feeling the wonder of living, and the pleasure or pain in us. 

Happiness comes and goes into my life like a lucky impulse of magic every now and then. My life is a world full of everything alive where death cannot live. Something has gone a-rye realizing that here if death cannot be a part of the living that I know, how then is death so real, or is death something that happens to us that we just don't fully understand?

How long can I go through life without touching death for real and that this question about death cannot seem to be answered in my lifetime. So I also know that I can't last forever either, without Gods help.

Oh beautiful blessed Mother the birth in you has taught me so much. Because of your son Jesus my spirit has only grown into a better attitude that has fill my eyes with tear of joy and I am not afraid, and also know that I am not alone.

"Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life..John 5:24

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